sum 41

     
I tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it.
I don't believe it makes me real.
I thought it'd be easy
but no one believes me.
I meant all the things I said.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.

This place is so empty.
My thoughts are so tempting.
I don't know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it's so crazy
but nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.

I tried to be perfect,
it just wasn't worth it.
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It's hard to believe me.
It never gets easy.
I guess I knew that all along.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.



maybe nothing else will ever be so clear
but maybe thats only my fear
and just for one day I wish I could disappear
and take me far from here
maybe I find nothing new
maybe ill end up just like you

theres no solution
get me through to my conviction
is my own confusion
reality or fiction
am I out of my mind?

the constant pressure that keeps hanging over me
it makes me feel so empty
its more than anything that I could ever be
what else could you take from me
its getting harder to relate
dont want to make the same mistake

theres no solution
get me through to my conviction
is my own confusion
reality or fiction
am I out of my mind?

it took me so long to find out
its right there in front of me
too close to see
whats thought was true
i see right through
whats killing you

theres no solution (i cant see)
get me through to my conviction
is my own confusion (that I feel)
reality or fiction
am I out of my mind?

so maybe nothing else will be so clear
or maybe its my fear(am I out of my mind)
and just for one day I wish I could disappear
and take me far from here (am I out of my mind)